PILIPINAS!

I drew the Philippine Map. It was my Sister's project/assignment/seatwork, IDRK. I'm just proud of it. I know I did draw this a million of times but I'm just proud of this one because this is the only drawing of it I pictured.

Took me a while but not that long too. Haha! I HAZ A TALENT. TAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Amazing, right? A kid like me can draw. Even of my issues.

Recently I think I'm fine. I just think. Maybe I'll just pass my subjects this Sem then I'll be more happier. IDK of anything else ATM. Boyfriend, Friends, Family. I'll set aside it first. I REALLY NEED A "ME" TIME YOU KNOW?

I think I deserve a bit because I've been doing nothing for my life. And I'm already 3rd year college. Then I heard my best-friend wants to take SYSDES next sem. I want to die. WHY IS OUR MIGRATING PAPERS TAKING SO LONG? Yes. You heard that right. We'll be migrating to LA. And it's taking so long, last time I heard we already PAID for it. LOL. Where's the Interview? ASDFGHJKL. FUCK YOU AMERICA. You know I'd rather live here. But I need to get rich first before going back here. The only problem in my country is that no filipino can get rich here, at our own country land. We still have to go to other countries for that to happen. While the Chinese, Spanish people are the ones taking all the millions. DON'T GET ME WRONG. I'm no racist. But a Realist. And that. is. the. truth.

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I've been yearning to watch this Movie since yesterday. But I didn't have the time, because what I was watching was "Naruto". I've bravely watched the part where Itatchi died. LOLJK. I didn't I just watch 'till the part where Itatchi was already tired and close to dying. I love him too much to see him die. Maybe later. LOL

So here I am, going to watch this so that I'll laugh. I've been sulking too much this past few days about many things. Like I said. I have issues. It hurts.

Eto nanaman tayo.

Love. Rant. Love. Rant. It just goes together doesn't it?! Parang sinabe mo na walang kanin kung kung walang tubig, walang gamot kung walang sakit, walang malungkot kung walang masaya. Nakakainis naman e. Tapos ikaw lang yung makakadama. Hindi nya alam pagkukulang nya, eto ako magpaparinig na lang.

Mahirap magtayo ng isang relasyon na para sa dalawa na may kasamang pagka-"mature". Sinasabi ng iba para namang mag-asawa na kayo kung ganon, para namang boring, para namang nakakasawa. Pero magrereklamo kayo napaka-manhid, dedma, selfish ng boyfriend/girlfriend nyo. It takes real maturity para pumasok ka sa isang relasyon na alam mo e itratrato mo ang kabiyak mo ng tama pati na ang sarili mo. Hindi ba?

SITWASYON KO? Mahirap sabihin kung ano.

Sorry kung sasabihin ko hindi ako sure kung mahal ako. Pasensya kung sasabihin ko ako lagi naghahanap ng time. At "I'm-so-sorry" kung hindi ko kaya makipag-break sa dahilan na ganun kahit mature ako, o hindi ako tanga. Kasi nakipag-relasyon pa ako, hindi man lang nag work-out, wala man lang may magtitiis. Ganun talaga pagibig e. Lagi may labis at kulang. Sige nga mag cite kayo ng example na equal talaga sila. Kasi kahit saan o tignan may ginawa ka para "i-understand" yang ganyan nya na "attitude". Natutunan mo na "tiisin" yung ugali nya na ganun, at sure ako meron din sya na nagawa na ganun.

Yan lang kasi yun e. Sa "understanding" hanggat kaya pa intindihin, kaya pa ibuga. "We will work this out" kung baga. Pero once na magulo na ang isa, at hindi na kaya intindihin ng isa. Wala na yan. Wala na ~*~spark~*~

GUSTO KO? Unting panahon at effort po.

Para maramdaman ko din na may nagmamahal sakin. Yung may nag-a-alala. Yung habang nakain ka, maiisip mo kung kumain na ba ako. Sa mga simple na bagay na yun. Sana maintindihan mo ako.

PERO KAYA PA DIBA? Hindi ako demanding. Sige, okay lang kahit hindi mo gawin muna.

Pero kelan mo kaya mapapansin yung ~*~effort~*~ ko? Wala ako CP a. Pero nakakatext ako. :) Kaso ikaw nakaibang-sim. (Fail) Lagi kitang bino-blog! Kaso ikaw busy para mag-OL. (Fail part 2) Lagi kitang iniisip, inaalala, napaguusapan ng mga kaibigan ko. :D Pero ikaw mas madami kang ~*~important-stuffs~*~ to do. (Fail part 3)

KONKLUSYON(?) : Mag-tiis ka 'teh. Bleh.

Bagyong Basyang

So the electricity just got back.

July 13 12:05 PM School

• Got loaded. Immortal para may pangtawag
• Text boyfriend : No answer

July 13 1:30 PM Robinson Mall

• Tried to call boyfriend many times : No answer
• Went to karaoke

July 13 3:15 PM Sta. Lucia Mall

• Ate some snacks
• Tried to call again : No answer
• Having doubts that boyfriend wasn’t using his Globe Sim

July 13 3:20 PM Sta. Lucia Mall

• I was right

July 13 5:00 PM Home

• The rain started

July 13 7:00 PM Home

• The rain is starting to be a bitch

July 13 9:00 PM Internet

• Badtrip sa Anon

July 13 11:55 PM Room

• Brown out

July 14 12:00 AM Room

• Tried to call once more : No answer
• Badtrip
• Pissed
• Tried to Sleep

July 14 3:00 AM Room

• Successfully fell asleep

July 14 9:00 AM Sala

• Fussing to know if there was classes
• Decided not to go to class even if there was classes or not

July 14 10:00 AM to 5:00 PM Sala

• Asleep

July 14 6:00 PM to 10:30 PM Sala

• Waiting for the Electricity
• Play card games
• Text some frieds
• Tried to call again : No answer

July 14 11:00 PM Sala

• He texted
• With a Smart number
• His cousin died, I feel bad
• Everything felt OK after

Happy 1st Monthsary Babe! I love you.

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Posted that via Tumblr. Frankly I hated the Brown out part. Why? Well most things I do in my life includes a little bit help from the electricity just like the Internet, the Laptop, the Air-con at school (So that I can study a bit better), and especially to charge the Temporary CP of mine.

And it was my Father's Birthday! Happy Birthday Dad! I hope Basyang didn't give you any birthday problems. Isn't that cute? Monthsary of my boyfriend Dylan and the birthday of my father in the same day, which ended up in a brown out.

That's the reason why all I did was sleep. I don't know why. But I suddenly felt like Aurora (Sleeping Beauty). I slept on 10 AM, I just waken up because it was damn hot. I ended up in the sala and fell asleep. I suddenly woke up by 12 PM, still sleepy I continued 'till 2 PM and decided to go to my room and sleep once more which ended up 'till 5. And I decided I should eat Breakfast-Lunch-Dinner now.

Yes. I didn't ate that much. Because rest was the hunger. LOL. IDK why really. It's not like I do many stuffs every week. Oh wait! I do! School. Fuck school. Draining me alive. And the thing is I'm not even doing good ATM.

But whatever! Study later. My high-school best-friend is coming tomorrow at my house and celebrate my birthday. Yes. Liquors again. I need Hangover so badly, like I said.

Turned 18

It was the best thing that ever happened this year, It was simple but fun. By the Morning everyone was already flooding me with greets at Facebook, and I made sure I'll say "thank you" to every greet. Frankly my birth day was busy as hell. Quizzes on two subject, three of my friends went to audition that I all went to support, and went to the mall to help Paola buy me a gift. LOL

My best-friend gave the first gift for me. A little bag. I like bags, but seriously this one was small. I opened the bag and there was a card, a card that is given from the baggage counter. I was like, "Uh-huh, I knew it." After the Laboratory so I was getting my bag. The guy gave it to me. No surprise. Oh. Then I looked for Paola because I have her bag too. I found her at the CR. Sai, Ralyn, & Paola was like, "Yan lang dala mo? Wala ng ibang kasama?" I said, "Uhh oo, bakit?" Paola suddenly went outside and I followed. There was Daniel (best-friend) Holding a big teddy bear, now seriously this one was big. Then he started ranting about the guy from the baggage counter who didn't include my gift with my bag. I laughed to this failure, but whatever. I have a new big teddy bear which I don't know where to put because I feel it will consume3/4 of my bed.

Meet Vladimir. IKR, It's so fluffy! Too bad I didn't got to take a picture of the cute cake that Paola gave me, because. Ugh. Well it fell. Not fully ruined but the design was ruined. A classmate of my sister gave me a Dog Bear I called it, Doug. Like the one in the movie "Up" because the Dog Bear looked just like the Dog. Duh. What else.

So about the Party. The first batch was my friends who said they need to go in 30 minutes. After they ate, I gave them the Tequila to make them stay longer. I wasn't being forceful for them to stay right? It was kind of a bribe. LOL, IKR. But I really want them to enjoy. So 5 PM, after their so called "30 minutes" they went home quarter to 8 PM. My friends even got to sing at the karaoke. My best-friend was like the assistant of my Mom, while we were drinking he was there cooking, arranging stuffs, etc. I so love him for that one.

By 8 PM, the 2nd batch came. After we ate, then off with the Vodkas & Gin. Basagan na 'to. It was fun, really fun I want to do it again. Some of the guys are already red-faced. After they went, Paola & Daniel still stayed. Mom was worried of them to go home by 11 PM. They lived like 5 miles away from me. They might die or something, so they stayed. Meaning continue of the session. We stopped by 3 AM. Morning came and let's just say. Hangover for the 5th level. Not that bad though, because I still managed to go to a date with my boyfriend Dylan. We watched the movie "Knight & Day". And ate for a little bit, we didn't ate lunch because, he was full, and I on the other hand might puke if I ate a heavy lunch. But I had a DQ on the way home. LOL. We parted earlier because he has some other debut to go to. Oh well. At least I saw him.

Now I'll spam you with pictures!

With the guys (Daniel, Kelvin, Aaron, Morris, Noel, Gerald, and Arvin the one who is taking this picture). Paola & I are the GHURLS.

Amare, Ate Sha, Ruffa, and Debbie!

Arvin: I see you what you're doing there Faye.

Paola & Kiara

Our pulutan. :9~ Yum

More photos here.

Me.

This is another blog besides my Tumblr account. Where, is, my first Blogging Site. I made this thinking to branch out more, or let us say, really have a blog "blog". Does anyone getting me right now? Oh, I don't expect followers because you need to really subscribe to this blog which is thinking someone following my Blog is funny. What do I have to offer you? What do i have to say to help you through your life while I can't barely help myself in my own life.

But do you really want to know why I made this? You know that my birthday is this Friday right? And I am turning 18. Yes. I am going to be on a legal age. Not legal to go pregnant though. But I do think I need to be responsible in some ways. And my Mom expect me to. Meaning to do more chores! Right? Oh and be more dependable, trustworthy, not be a slut, responsible, etc. But I think I need to go to rehabilitation before that anything happens! Oh gosh. Good thing my Mom doesn't do blogs just Farm Ville.

Hey! Isn't this Fun? I have already survived two paragraphs! And frankly I'm running out of words to say because I just made this account and edited the look of it. I can be a designer don't ya think? No? Well. Fuck you. Go to yo own blog. Sheez. Well again, I am actually sick. So Mom wants me to sleep early right now. And ... UGH! I'll tell you more about my issues with the internet here, and how my family shares a part in that story.

See you guise in the next post! Maybe after my Birthday, Arayt? Sounds good right? Or maybe I'll be just back by tomorrow. I need Internet Rehabilitation like that.