I promise I won't bring in religion topic into this post but just to educate you, I believe in God. Second, I support same-sex relationships and marriages. Third, I do a lot of daydreaming I was born a dude and likes guys ... It would be fun if that comes true. Now back to the topic:
I'm the kind of person who has a flair interest with Gay Romance if not fetish. It feels like whenever a tendency like that occurs, the stakes or hardships are doubled and the result of certainty in love is greater. Being simply heterosexual in our time today has different approach. Most of us (I could tell) are mature enough to accept it, because what is there not to? Everyone is unique, as they popularly say. You may like baseball as much as I like football but that wouldn't change that we both are human beings, with feelings, with eyes, nose, and many more. Few of us (I respect them) are strongly agreed on their beliefs that they won't have it any other way. Hence, the issue I know will never cease or stop, so I won't tire myself on telling my opinion until needed.
Now you would wonder what is a straight girl loving on Gay stories? Like there is something wrong with it, but of course there is not but let me tell you I had my share on identity crisis. I myself was a lesbian on age 15. Not because of the media, not because I see people doing it, but because I started feeling a great attraction to girls. I kissed some, loved some, and even went on with a relationship. I do not regret anything but unfortunately one day I stopped infatuating myself with girls because guys pull harder on me. That doesn't mean I shunned my ability to find a woman attractive because I can assure you I have lust tendencies when I find a girl enough to make my underwear drop. Also that doesn't mean I neglected people who are heterosexual. If not a supporter, I understand them. Sure because I had an experience to be one, BUT THAT AIN'T THE POINT, LOVE.
I love this kind of stories because of the emotional and character depth the author deals with (also the sexual overtones). I mostly love the stories where a guy or girl is on the verge of confusion about their sexuality only to realize people could give a fuck and she/he won't care. The transition of one weak (or scared) individual to someone who has enough voice and guts to tell their real sexuality and leave it at that is flawless for me. It what makes people flawless, what makes this character from books such a epitome of what people should understand. Same goes to people who loves them, it paces the story not into something lovely but challenging and near to action. It's bad enough I am obsessed with books, but now I'm obsessed on books like Something Like Summer (which I promised to do a review on, but I was such in a emotional wreck after reading it, I don't think I can give it justice), Maybe with a Chance of Certainty and many more.
My fondness on this will never change, I think. Jesus, I even suggested (I did not force him, K.) to my boyfriend to start reading as well and of course he doesn't lie when he said "He likes it and finds it ... good." If you know what I mean. OK, OK. I'm stopping right there. I think I need to go and fish some more books.
Note: The making of this post may be or may not be done while watching gay porn. LOL
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